Aaaaargh!

[tahariel]

I'm just so frustrated and angry right now I could burst.

So I was on the bus talking to Aimee, who is on my course, and going in for my clinical skills lecture of the day, when she seemed confused about something I was telling her and I clarified a little too sarcastically, I'll admit, and she got pissed off with me. When we got off the bus I caght up to her to apologise, and she told me that every time I've ever spoken to her I've insulted her.

Now, this is not true. At least, I hope it's not true. And I know it's not true when she says 'I don't get easily offended', because more than one person has commented quite the opposite. And yet... and yet...

I thought I was doing so well here at not making people hate me and generally being an arse, because we all know I can be sometimes. I get frustrated when people can't keep up with me, and could use a bit more tact and a little less forthrightness. But still, to be basically told that somebody hates me, when I thought I was doing okay here for once at not being an idiot, really, really sucks. And now I'm wondering if everyone else hates me and I just didn't notice.

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[tahariel.livejournal.com]

One or two I can think of, amybe, and they weren't necessarily sarcastic. *sigh* And we don't spend time together - we're in the same class and the same Halls, so sometimes we end up at the same place at the same time in a position to talk.

Thanks for the reassurance, though. It means that at least you don't dislike me :) (though I had guessed that)