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Jan. 21st, 2005 07:44 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
taharielI'm sick of pretending to be who I was before all of this. If that makes me rude then so be it. I'm too tired to fake wanting to socialise with people when I don't want to or being happy when I'm not, at least when I'm consciously aware of what I'm doing.
Just because I don't want to speak to anyone doesn't make me sick or 'not okay', it just makes me not want to speak to anyone! There's nothing wrong with that! But my Dad doesn't seem to get that sometimes I like to be left alone, and my Grandparents being here or not doesn't affect that as far as I'm aware. I'd be the same if they weren't but Dad and Lucy just wouldn't notice, that's all.
Just because I don't want to speak to anyone doesn't make me sick or 'not okay', it just makes me not want to speak to anyone! There's nothing wrong with that! But my Dad doesn't seem to get that sometimes I like to be left alone, and my Grandparents being here or not doesn't affect that as far as I'm aware. I'd be the same if they weren't but Dad and Lucy just wouldn't notice, that's all.
