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Jun. 9th, 2010 10:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I am starting to think fondly of the idea of smothering myself. I am slightly disturbed by this development.
Would you guys still respect me if I was so bad at my job I got fired and ended up doing something else, or would you think I was a loser? (I know that this is a stupid question because even if you would you can hardly say that, but I want to ask anyway.)
Today was just HORRIBLE. That is all. Also, the 'You Are Mighty' site is gone, and I really could have done with that today.
Would you guys still respect me if I was so bad at my job I got fired and ended up doing something else, or would you think I was a loser? (I know that this is a stupid question because even if you would you can hardly say that, but I want to ask anyway.)
Today was just HORRIBLE. That is all. Also, the 'You Are Mighty' site is gone, and I really could have done with that today.
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Date: 2010-06-09 10:11 pm (UTC)Anyway, tl;dr, you should consider your happiness first and foremost, and if giving up this careerpath and following something else is the way to go, then you should do that ♥ *hugs* I certainly won't think any less of you for it :)
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Date: 2010-06-09 10:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-06-10 10:33 am (UTC)YOU DESERVE LOVE AND KITTENS AND RAINBOWS, BB! You need somewhere where you're HAPPY!!
*hugs*
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Date: 2010-06-10 12:19 pm (UTC)(When I have a bad day I rant. You should try it. Surprisingly therapeutic *g*)
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Date: 2010-06-10 01:14 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-06-10 11:09 pm (UTC)I think anyone who would respect you less because you weren't good at any given job isn't somebody worth your time. You're so much more then a job, you're a generous, kind person and a joy to talk to. Loosing your job wouldn't change any of that and anyone who would think less of you for it is the looser. You deserve better in life then a job that makes you miserable.
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Date: 2010-06-15 02:59 am (UTC)We're a right pair, aren't we? (I hope my post of upset and doom didn't partly inspire yours) *hug*
Seriously, I've come to the decision that it's just not worth it if you're not happy and if you want to do something else, go for it! Did someone else mention you might be thinking of going into teaching? That's my current plan anyway :)
Do something that makes you happy. Life's too short to mess around with all the other crap. You're a great person because you're you, and if they can't see it, it's their loss.
<3 <3 <3
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Date: 2010-06-15 09:20 pm (UTC)The problem is that I genuinely love what I do. I don't want to do anything else. But I think I may be forced to.
I was considering teaching - but I'm just not sure I'd be doing it for the right reasons, and talking with Steve, there's just so much additional work that I'm not sure I'm up for. So it's back to the drawing board.
It's just a fucked up situation all around, unfortunately, and I've lost a stone and a half to the stress.