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Oct. 7th, 2005 04:24 pmSo I failed my driving test again. On flipping stalling too much. This was mostly because I got the same pedantic asshole guy I got last time and had a gut nervous reaction. (He's actually not a bad guy, I'm just a little irritated because I failed again.)
So... work. I get to put sticky labels on a lot of things. And rearrange spreadsheets. Not scintillating stuff, but it's okay, it's good, I'm getting paid and I'm letting my brain take the days off so I'm not bored :) Thinking time, anyways, which is always useful.
I really want to write, but it feels like I don't have the time, or maybe I need to /make/ the time, but what I really, really want is to go back to that near-psychotic addictive writing I had during DLS, where I'd sit there for four hours just tapping away at the keyboard and ignoring the rest of the world, writing and writing and writing and never ever stopping unless I had to... I loved that. I want it back. Someone tell me how to get it back, please?
So... work. I get to put sticky labels on a lot of things. And rearrange spreadsheets. Not scintillating stuff, but it's okay, it's good, I'm getting paid and I'm letting my brain take the days off so I'm not bored :) Thinking time, anyways, which is always useful.
I really want to write, but it feels like I don't have the time, or maybe I need to /make/ the time, but what I really, really want is to go back to that near-psychotic addictive writing I had during DLS, where I'd sit there for four hours just tapping away at the keyboard and ignoring the rest of the world, writing and writing and writing and never ever stopping unless I had to... I loved that. I want it back. Someone tell me how to get it back, please?
