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[tahariel]

I'm very... introspective today. A whole day by myself just reading tends to do that to me. It makes me dissociated, for one, and tends to put a negative spin on things and feelings. I'm working on it.

Just so you know, I think I flubbed my clinical exam yesterday. Every time I think about it I think of something else I did wrong or forgot to do, and it outweighs what I did right in every way I think about it. And there's nothing I can do about it, which sucks.

I guess I'm feeling a little neglected. Sam's spending a lot of time with her chemistry friends at the moment, and basically none with me outside of meals. I know I'm not always very exciting to hang around with, because I prefer staying in and having fun to going out, but I'd just like to stop wondering if she really likes me or not, because I think she does but when I'm like this I can't be sure. Which also sucks.

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[aliiyn.livejournal.com]

Sending hugs hon. Trust me, exams can suck (aghhh finals stress kicking in on my part here!) but from experience, the ones you think you've screwed up you tend to do better on that you think.

Hang in there, find some good sci-fi and enjoy the sun. Lots of summery love xx