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[tahariel]

God, I hate myself sometimes. Not as in 'self-loathing', but just sitting here and staring at the blinking cursor on Word, trying to think of what comes next, I have absolutely no idea what the hell I'm doing, and all I can think is that I hate my bloody brain for ditching me like this.

I probably need to sit down and have a good think about it, or brainstorm it with somebody to play soundingboard. Something is going to have to give, because I am finishing this goddamn book if it kills me.

ARRRRGH!

Word count update:

95,042 / 120,000 (79.2%)

Total expected wordcount has increased because I have no idea when this mother is going to goddamn end already. Hopefully I won't have to edit it down too much when I'm done so that somebody will publish it *cries a little*

Comments

[katsideswide.livejournal.com]

Oh hon! I know you can do it, it'll come. You've got huge skill for writing and I know the right words will come to you. I'm dying to read more, use me as a sounding board if i'm useful?