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I'm just so frustrated and angry right now I could burst.
So I was on the bus talking to Aimee, who is on my course, and going in for my clinical skills lecture of the day, when she seemed confused about something I was telling her and I clarified a little too sarcastically, I'll admit, and she got pissed off with me. When we got off the bus I caght up to her to apologise, and she told me that every time I've ever spoken to her I've insulted her.
Now, this is not true. At least, I hope it's not true. And I know it's not true when she says 'I don't get easily offended', because more than one person has commented quite the opposite. And yet... and yet...
I thought I was doing so well here at not making people hate me and generally being an arse, because we all know I can be sometimes. I get frustrated when people can't keep up with me, and could use a bit more tact and a little less forthrightness. But still, to be basically told that somebody hates me, when I thought I was doing okay here for once at not being an idiot, really, really sucks. And now I'm wondering if everyone else hates me and I just didn't notice.
So I was on the bus talking to Aimee, who is on my course, and going in for my clinical skills lecture of the day, when she seemed confused about something I was telling her and I clarified a little too sarcastically, I'll admit, and she got pissed off with me. When we got off the bus I caght up to her to apologise, and she told me that every time I've ever spoken to her I've insulted her.
Now, this is not true. At least, I hope it's not true. And I know it's not true when she says 'I don't get easily offended', because more than one person has commented quite the opposite. And yet... and yet...
I thought I was doing so well here at not making people hate me and generally being an arse, because we all know I can be sometimes. I get frustrated when people can't keep up with me, and could use a bit more tact and a little less forthrightness. But still, to be basically told that somebody hates me, when I thought I was doing okay here for once at not being an idiot, really, really sucks. And now I'm wondering if everyone else hates me and I just didn't notice.
