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To update from the rather angsty last post:

I've settled down again now. Not great, but not quite so piss-your-pants scared any more. I guess it's a feeling you just can't sustain; once it's gone it's gone, and while you're still scared you can't be that scared for any more time. Does that make any sense at all?

Tired... -_-..zzz... (it's sleeping, see?)

I've done some more writing since I last posted a writing update, but I don't know how many words. 53,000 odd. Not abysmal, but I've definitely started slowing down. I need to motivate myself...