Nov. 12th, 2004

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I found out that I have three university offers today. This should be great news, except that all three of them are basically screwing me over.

I'm bad at maths. I understand the syllabue but I fall apart when it comes to exam questions. And none of them want less than a B - I'm predicted a C, which is if I don't get worse - and Aston, one of my two first choices, is asking me for an A.

I'm crying and I don't want to be but I am. It might be stupid because they might take less if I slip a grade but right now it doesn't feel like it and I really, really hate them for doing this to me. How can I meet their expectations when I'm already failing my Pure 2 module on every practice paper we do? I can get the A in Biology, and I can get an A in English Literature, but all anyone wants from English is a B.

It just makes me feel stupid, and I hate it.

-Amy
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Title: Expectation
Rating: G
Genre: Angst
Series: Fullmetal Alchemist
Character: Ed

Ed hated the way they all looked at him, looked at his arm, looked at his leg, looked at Al. It made him feel stupid and he hated it with all the might in him that was left to hate, more even than he hated their father, which was some feat.


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