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[tahariel]

I am starting to think fondly of the idea of smothering myself. I am slightly disturbed by this development.

Would you guys still respect me if I was so bad at my job I got fired and ended up doing something else, or would you think I was a loser? (I know that this is a stupid question because even if you would you can hardly say that, but I want to ask anyway.)

Today was just HORRIBLE. That is all. Also, the 'You Are Mighty' site is gone, and I really could have done with that today.

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[tarayith.livejournal.com]

Sorry it took me so long to notice this post O.o

We're a right pair, aren't we? (I hope my post of upset and doom didn't partly inspire yours) *hug*

Seriously, I've come to the decision that it's just not worth it if you're not happy and if you want to do something else, go for it! Did someone else mention you might be thinking of going into teaching? That's my current plan anyway :)

Do something that makes you happy. Life's too short to mess around with all the other crap. You're a great person because you're you, and if they can't see it, it's their loss.
<3 <3 <3

[tahariel.livejournal.com]

Don't worry, you didn't trigger me - I had a really bad day. And things have been this way for four months and counting, of me being told in every minute detail how much I suck and at what.

The problem is that I genuinely love what I do. I don't want to do anything else. But I think I may be forced to.

I was considering teaching - but I'm just not sure I'd be doing it for the right reasons, and talking with Steve, there's just so much additional work that I'm not sure I'm up for. So it's back to the drawing board.

It's just a fucked up situation all around, unfortunately, and I've lost a stone and a half to the stress.